How can I not miss this?

How can there be a friendship with no trust?
How can you say you care for someone when you won't even reply?

How will they know you want to listen?
How will they know you still worry about them?

I'm pretty sure you gave up.
I guess I'll have to accept that...
I could still use a friend like you,
In the past you helped me a lot.

I miss our old conversations,
I miss talking about nothing.
I miss seeing your face on skype,
And I miss knowing I was one of your best friends.

I thought we said the distance couldn't change our friendship...
That it didn't matter where I lived.
You'd at least always be my friend...
If not, something more.

I still care about you in many ways,
A million to be exact.
It's a friendship that won't die in my heart,
A memory that will never end.

How can I stop worrying?
How can I cope?

How do I know you are still even reading?
How do I know any of this?